Men are beings of comfort,
seeking it out constantly.
They migrate towards the corner which provides them with it:
the sense of acceptance and belonging.
Yet,
many a times,
this requires them to bow down,
towards the pride and ideals of another,
preventing them from the display of their own characteristics,
compling to whatever the fraternity demands of them,
down to outright childish and senseless behavior.
Such mindless appeasement,
I can't find a reason for.
You've lost your personality,
your ability to speak up,
when the occasion demands for it.
Situations have been arising,
upon which I've been clueless upon the right way of handling them.
Hardheaded characters to shirkers.
Indirect and crude when it comes to conveying my thoughts and opinions,
I'd be bound to meet with resistance.
Yet, my mentality remains rooted.
Stubborn and unwilling to accept other means of confrontation.
MSHS has brought enough trouble for me to learn to accept that sometimes swallowing that bit of anger and hard feelings within me would mostly be the best alternative.
Still,
my mind is starting to disagree.
As there is no reason why,
I will have to put up with an ounce of unnecessary nonsense anyone has to throw at me.
I'd them to have it my way.
Even if it costs me,
to return to an unpleasant,
irascible disposition.
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