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You came by at the right time, when everything was going awry.
Told me what I needed to hear when I needed it.
I can't say for sure why, but its been going downhill since.
Maybe it's the return of your long friend.
Maybe it was your recent mood.
Maybe it was me.
I don't want to guess.
You said things I had to take in my stride.
Yet it didn't matter, when I remember the days you pulled me up from my despair.
You said things I wanted to disagree with, but didn't, in fear of reprisal.
It was never this way.
Perhaps I'd have to move on.
I thank you still, for the hours you spent.
It made me feel worthwhile, when the world was pressing me under.
I have learnt much from you, that I will be taking away with me.
Solitude,
for it clears my mind of unnecessary bullshit I am bombarded with daily.
And the guts to voice my opinions, to defend them, and not succumb like some, to the status of a human canine, led around by the leash of others.
I learned a lot.
Don't be surprised if we speak less - if you even do notice.
I wish to preserve this friendship, of what little remains.
Not let it just spiral out of control.
Sorry for all that happened.
I'll be alright for now.
Ttys.