4/4

Dear mum,

Yes I failed.
So?
You never intervened,
offered a speck of your concern.
Except random appraisals of scholars in the media,
hoping I'd somewhat end up like them with their ridiculous academic results?
Thank you.
They made me feel absolutely wonderful and energized,
perfect since you knew I had my own grades to worry about.
I'm not going to blame you for anything.
Definitely,
I'm to take all the blame.
It's my life after all ain't it?
Surely,
I know you'd fufill your every word.
Not supporting my university education when I fail to perform in the A's.
Thank you.
That is exactly what I need now.
Absolutely,
everybody makes mistakes,
except me of course.
Afterall, I'm supposed to flourish within my own means.
Alone.
I'm sorry,
since the failure of my block test deems my future bleak.
And your further nonchalance and ignorance of my attempts to change for the better.
Perhaps my failure would satisfy your prediction of my predicament.
No worries.
As usual, I wouldn't need any of your support.
I'm fine on my own.

Dear son.