wonder who even reads this any longer haha... well... life has been pretty tumultous as of late. not that theres been big events or ground shaking incidents but my heart and mind has been pretty darn occupied with so much stuff, be it important or not... well im stepping straight into adulthood in a few minutes time and damn time does fly. id never really thought id reach this point in life but here i am now and theres no turning back...
just as ive realised as of late, being a grown up really kinda sucks. now we really understand why anyone would die to go back to when they still had their youth, their innocence. reaching a point in life where the roads widen and branch out, and theres hardly anyone to actually guide you along this treacherous road ahead. its no longer pri sec jc and so on, its time we made calculated decisions and any wrong move would be a mistake on our own part, no one else to blame.
i would look back at the past 20 years and say ive had a few regrets too many, and too much time has been tossed so poorly out the window. i would have lived it so much differently. but thats life isnt it. if we all knew what was to happen, what kinda life would that be.
ive got to realise that the future me wouldnt be the one whos gonna get my life back on track, the current me has got to get his ass moving. be it my personal life, family, friends, values, ive got to set them straight real soon.
2359 now, goodbye to my teenage years.
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